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[24 Jul 2005|04:58pm] I am really stressed out at the moment. Not only am I £700 in debt I have sad little cunts commenting on my journal. Found money at work last night so I can go have a few drinks for vicky's bday tonight.Wear my new skirt wahoo. I cant really be bothered to do an update atm. Cut my heart out with a compass

x Put your hand up for one last dance x [21 Jul 2005|02:45pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | ffaf-hospitality ] Sooooo i got my new skirt its very purdy. It a dark green colour and very purdy. I hate all those gypsy skirts...they are not cool. Spend ages helping shaun clean out his room last night and it still wasnt done. Im reading the 4th harry potter atm...im like way behind. meh. Nearly my birthday. So chav asked if he could have a go on me last night while shaun and I was waiting for the bus. Shaun was getting ready to hit him or was it the other way round I dunno. Chav scum xxx 3 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x Love me like you love yourself x [20 Jul 2005|04:42pm] I just had a telephone interview for a call centre Well fuck me sideways It was hilarious Fingers crossed x Cut my heart out with a compass

x Walking around with a rope in my hand x [19 Jul 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | underoath-im content with losing ] Ewww hayfever. Sucks. Being skint sucks. All my wages going to my mum. Although going out on sunday down teh bev rd to celebrate vicki's birthday. Nearly shauns birthday..I think im gonna get him some cool clothes. I know what part of my pressie is from him...alice in wonderland dvd kids. Nearly my birthday. I want a new skirt. x Cut my heart out with a compass

x Love me lover x [16 Jul 2005|08:15pm] Sunday night on simons bday was ace...got very drunk didnt get to bed till 5. Another thing I got ghd straightners. Life is good at the moment... Thought I was depressed at one time though..I just wanted to cry all the time. Francesca(my goddaughter) had her birthday yesterday.She was 3. I want a new piercing. Cut my heart out with a compass

x Counting the hours now x [08 Jul 2005|01:08pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | ffaf-hospitality ] I feel really in a good mood at the moment. On wednesday I did something amazing and gave blood. Im a slow bleeder apparently...20mintues...shaun was done in 7?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Looks like ive been shooting up man. Just spoken to my friend nati in spain..i wanna go see them again. Im still looking for a job to pay off my hauge mobil bill. Ive applied to..the deep,matalan,house of fraser,clintons,virgin,clarks,revel,bhs,bon marche,monsoon and im gonna do browns books today. Charlie man shut the fuck up. Ive just realised that something I thought was good went bad...but it turned out for the better. Sounds like a little riddle. I want to win the lottery. Shaun and I 6month ani on sunday aswell as simons bday from work...piss up o yes. I dont have a broken nose..the cartilage may just be cracked. London bombings wehtehfeh????? Sick. Again I wnat to win the lottery...please xxx 1 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x Just play the game baby x [03 Jul 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | blah ] One word............AWESOME The gig twas ace. I was soaked with sweat by the time bullet came on. First band gratitude was good..mellow with some screaming...staying true to emo A static lullaby(SP) was ace...although I was getting crushed Didnt see much of bullet went for a drink. Shaun got the guys plectrum. I met darren from ffaf Funeral were amazing.Although the first couple of songs were spoilt because everyone was just like dominos and getting squished then it got better. Fuck me sideways. Have to go pick up my pizza now. Love yous. xxx Cut my heart out with a compass

x My baby shot me down x [29 Jun 2005|11:05am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | aof-get fighted ] So ffaf tomorrow folks. I dunno where the hell shuan and I are meeting you all. I will do phone calls today. I get to pick up my australia photos today. Im waiting for asda to deliver my shopping. xxx Cut my heart out with a compass

x turn off the lights before somebody sees you x [27 Jun 2005|12:45pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | ffaf-street car ] I have a black eye and a possible broken nose...back to hospital on thursday It was accident ffaf-3days people xx 6 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x Here i go so dishonestly x [20 Jun 2005|08:37pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | underoath ] Ive decided to do a big fucking update and if you dont wanna read it all or whatever you can kiss my ass. I told the bus driver to kiss my ass today he was being a right cunt.Ive had a pretty shitty day today. My mum told me that she went for some tests to see if she had ovarian cancer. The first set came back negative which is always a good thing but the second results havent returned yet so im pretty scared and cut up. Fuck off you bitch!Or am I gonna have to tell you to fuck off?yer? yer In other things I went and enrolled into hull college..im doing btec media,sociology,geography and spanish so im resitting my whole year.Shaun also got enrolled there too. We went on saturday night because it was his mums birthday night out and she kept telling everyone I was her future daughter-in-law.bless her...i got so drunk.Nearly broke my hand! I have bright blue bits in my hair it looks uber cool yo 10days till the funeral gig anyways.Twill be ace...sammy me and you are crowdsurfing buddies remember I have a £454 phone to pay because o2 forgot to cut me off early because I was getting charged while using an international phone card from australia.Fuckers! So yer i have to get another job...o the fun Anyways im off for some tea.  turn the light out! Cut my heart out with a compass

x With my hands around your neck who will stop me now? x [13 Jun 2005|09:35pm] [ music | aof-happiness by the kilowatt ] So Im back in teh gd england now. Had a really nice time in australia.....WENT TO STEVE IRWINS ZOO YO MOFO And met family never met before. Bought nice things for me and shaun. 5months now wahooo Erm went out last night with shaun,kim,carl,vicki,simon and liam. I got really drunk. Went to gardeners arms,hockneys,mainbrace and fuck heaven and hell....kim and i danced to backstreet boys coz were ohsofuckingcool!ha Carl and i had good talk about him and kim and me and teh shaun. For some reason I really canny not be arsed to write much. Nearly time for funeral for a friend. Love yous xxxxxxx 1 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

at stve's house [02 Jun 2005|08:05pm] G'day mate! So at steve's house with a bunch of aussies. In melbourne peeps.home on tuesday. Funeral for friend in 29 days. Love you alls. bbq when i get back. lauren sorry to hear about your eye :( love me xxxxxxxxxx 1 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x Empty soul x [18 May 2005|11:32am] [ mood | shaun and I was play fighting ] [ music | nothing ] Thingy everyone is doing. ( Read more... ) Cut my heart out with a compass

x Jump somebody else's train x [16 May 2005|06:09pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | peanut barking ] So im off to london on thursday for a few days and then getting my plane to australia.Cant wait! Kim told me to go out down bev road last night for some drinks with the gang from work. Only for her not to turn up...yes grr at you misses.im sorry...please still look after teh patrick?hehe So there was shaun,brigham,liam(big L),simon,emma for a while and shaun and myself..then vicky and jen turned up.Shaun was worse than me for a change.I was on vodka slings mainly all night..had a lovely apple sourz shot. Then shaun threw up at my house because for a dare he drank...a shot of baileys,shot of jd topped up with lager.It was curdeling it was gross.So it was me holding his hair back for a change. BEAT HIM AT CHESS. Meet his mum and that today went into fuel the gay barfor some lunch..amusing to hear open conversation about wether this guy should go suck this guy's dick?!?!?! People at college see you tomorrow. love yous xxxx Cut my heart out with a compass

x Loving you was like stabbing myself in the leg x [10 May 2005|12:56pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | ffaf-street car ] So shaun and I have been going out 4months today..and i tell you i have never been so happy. We went to see the amityville horror yesterday and had the whole cinema to ourselves! And before you go aye aye*nudge nudge wink wink* we didnt have sex there not after I paided for us to get in, wasnt wasting my money. Then we walked round town for a bit..got sum really purdy stuff. So I go to Australia on the 20th of this month.I am really excited.Fly all by myself. Gonna miss shaun and the kim and eveyone else. Haha kim gay carl text me last night and I thought it was your carl so I started the text with our trademark woo woo then realised it wasnt your carl.Fool! So he told me that he will make sure I get my 8hours.Damn right because I text andy and had a moan about getting clocked off early.Sorted! We need to go to college to officially levae.We are bums haha. Love x how ace is funerals new song? 2 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x The final rip off x [09 May 2005|12:28pm] [ mood | okay ] I miss teh people at college! Love to you all. Funeral for a Friend rarararar big kisses xxxxxx I was drunk last night. x 3 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x there's always tomorrow x [08 May 2005|02:13pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | aof-no transitory ] Found a tenner and a 2 pound coin at work last night..get in!!*shakes fist* Cut my heart out with a compass

x tell me something I care about x [07 May 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | underoath ] I have more new converse.The like all totally black ones...tres purdy. Got back from london in like 3 hours. Hahaha yes!the noise next door are playing in queens gardens tomorrow night haha..the whole thingy to do with hull city getting promoted again. Watch out leeds, west ham etc etc..i dont fucking know. Funeral for a friend end of june at leeds woop!!! I have to go to work now. Gay carl can suck my cock!! And fat sam can go eat a pie!! Haq you foreign bastard!! love me xxx Cut my heart out with a compass

x Scream something heart warming x [05 May 2005|11:46am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | nada ] So..I have left college......but Im going in today to see if I can study for my exams at home if not I stick two fingers up to them. Then im gonna get a job until september because im gonna start again at hull college. Got my hair cut yesterday..does lookie nice. Off to australia soon. Parents bought me lots of presensts.Like new converse, new converse polo shirt and bag.a nightmare before xmas light set and top and loads of other shit. Amy you was in my dream last night.haha x 4 People Watched me Cut my heart out with a compass

x Breathe me x [30 Apr 2005|03:44pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | MCR-helena ] So im still sick. Went to the emergency doctors because I thought I had fucking MUMPS?!?! But the doctor was like I dont think you have mumps but i have to go back if I dont get better over the weekend. Now I have a shitty cold so I think ill go back. Shaun had a chest infection. Last night at work I got threatened to get stabbed in my face? I mean wehtehfeh.So i told shaun, carl and keith the bouncer and they was like if you see him again we'll chuck them out.wahoo. Was short staffed aswell..then small bars glass weasher packed in so I was taking two fucking baskets to main bar. Kim was ill...love to the kim...hope you got my randomness voicemail. In other stuff Im off to AUSTRALIA at the end of May.For a week.Flying by myself to pick u[p my nanna..saty for a few days..go to singapore for a day..come home.EXAMS! College well i dunno aint been there been sick..but my hoy rang up and was like get in contact so I wanna say I have an infectious virus and tell them to get fucked. My converse are at the post office.the pretty all black ones. Been on a geography fieldtrip..was shitye..came home early because my glands were like rocks.Too many fucking spiders aswell. Trying to get back before the rents ger back. Got patrick the second yesterday..well its now patricia techincally. Cut my heart out with a compass

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